Never hear what I say

Everyday I tell you how I feel, how much you mean to me
But you never hear what I say, So tired of being ignored
I can't take watching you like this, so I slash my arms
Each day I love you so much more

Never hear what I say, what's the point of me being here
If no one ever listens and values what I say
So I cry and cut, where no one can see, prepare my fake smile
Lie in this torment and hurt every single day

I'm sorry that I couldn't do more, but I'm stuck
I don't know what else to do now, So I shoot myself
Tonight when everything got to much once again
I break down in my room, feelings are all unshelved

But how can I go, I can't leave you, so I destroy myself
Smiling and laughing behind my teary mask
Longing for you, And to give you redemption
Never hear what I say, So I cry again while I fall so fast

Screaming out, smashing things up, breaking down
The show must go on, so I must smile again
No one listens it's stupid really, no reason to stay
So I sit alone as usual, drenched and drowning in your pain

*This isn't very good, but I didn't really know how else to put my feelings down*