Selfish

I crossed my heart and hoped that i would find a special guy

i closed my eyes at night
holding my pillow tight
then i met you and things felt right

now I'm loosing you like a game of chess as you telling me you know whats best

hoping i could turn back the tables and undo the lies where the Truth despise

all hot and sweaty from thinking deep
i wipe my tears off my face as i softly weep

every time i look at your picture reminds me of the good old days
now it just hit me i might have lost you cause my selfish ways