I was sitting on a cliff,
When suddenly I fell
two hundred feet to the ground
this is gonna hurt like hell
My life flashed before me
I was a child again
starting the 4th grade
I was only ten
Now almost times 2
I don't know what I need
20 in a month
All I do is bleed
Internally, inside
it's bad in there
broken rib, collapsed lung
And for some reason I don't care
It's not the pain inside that hurts
It's the pain I got when I hit the dirt
The pain that was given to me from you
You took my heart out
You ripped it in two
half in each hand
Now what are you gonna do?
You killed me
Im not the same
It wasn't my fault
So who's to blame
That's when I became
Who I am today
A new guy
not old
I will never relive what I was told
I have no heart
My feelings for you have become cold
shame, dishonesty, untrustworthy
and lies
I look to God for answers
But all he and I can do is cry
