My parents have no clue why I am still here
Because of God and Kevin
God has not let my suicide attempts go through
He has not let me succeed in suicide
Only he know whys I am still here
Kevin is the reason I stopped attempting suicide
He is my reason that I wake up every morning
Even if I'm not going to see him I wait for his phone call
Right now he is my reason for living
Otherwise I would prolly be attempting it right now
Who knows because I sure don't
But my parents have to wake up and realize that its Kevin who makes me happy
I can guarentee if it wasn't for God
I would have been dead at age 10
Because that is the first time that I thought of suicide
But I am still here
And thats because
I have good friends
A boyfriends who loves me
And a God that is there for me
