I know what he did to me was wrong
But at least he knew me
He knew what I liked to do
My real paps don't even know how old i am
And my step pap knew everything about me
He was always there for me
He treated me like a little princess
He never forgot my birthday
And I loved him
Even though what he did to me ruined my life
I will never be able to get that part of my life back
There are times I find myself missing him
But at least I have my life back
I don't have a mental breakdown
whenever my boyfriend holds my hand
That makes me so happy
But I still got those days that I miss him
But I'm not gonna let them get me down
Because I am a bigger person that that
But it would be nice
If he would just confess
So the rest of my family will know
that I am not lieing