My boyfriend

If my parents only new the real me
Like my boyfriend does
He's been the only reason why I don't
do stuff that I used to do
Because when I do it
It scares him really bad
I can't help that I am a cutter and a pill popper
But I quit because I didn't like scareing him
because I think I would rather go through life
in a godd mood instead of a bad one
And being with him alone puts me in a good mood
Which he's the only person that can do that for me
And I love him to death
My parents just don't care
They want me to go by there perfect little plans for my life
They say I'm in control over my decisions
But if I make the wrong one I know that I am gonna be in big trouble