My Note

I'm on my way
I'm letting go
deep down to the core
where no good shows

god never heard me
when i prayed at night
to have a friend
to hold me tight

i wish he did, i really do
because everything has changed
i don't no anything anymore
it all has been rearranged

my wrists i cut, i do admit
i just don't no what else to do
the blade it hurts but also listens
so ill close my eyes and count to two

now this is where my tears start to fall
my eyes are now wide in fear
i start to get real dizzy
i smile to no that ill soon not be here

I'm surrounded now with a familiar face
screaming for me to hold on
i tell you i cant
I'm no longer even close to be strong

so i say to you now
right before my eternal sleep
don't be scared, ill be fine
I'm gonna just close my eyes and count some sheep

i do love you, love you all
but i cant stay here
so don't say goodbye, i will still be near
just please let me leave, without shedding a single tear