Hurt Inside

I lay here and wonder
If there's a way to end the pain.
I wonder if I die, will I be missed?
But I really don't care because I'm so pissed.
All this depression, all this pain and emptiness inside;
I'm crying now, I am sad
Because they will never fully understand.
I cover up all this hurt where no one can see,
But inside I hurt so badly.
I walk around all quiet and shy,
But really it's my way of saying goodbye.