No more

No more tears,
To shed over you,
No more wondering,
If I’ll make it through,
No more pain,
For me to feel,
No more blood,
To show that I’m still real,
No more scars,
Or throwing up to be thin,
No more suicidal feelings,
That for so long I’ve had to keep in,
No more,
I’ve had enough of this,
Keep away,
I don’t want your sh!t,
Please stop,
I just want you to be there to hold my hand,
Why do you hate me?
When will we be friends again?
I’m trying so hard to forgive you,
But you went behind my back,
Now you’re turning them against me,
So now I’m bracing myself for an attack,
What exactly did I do wrong,
Why are you doing this now?
I love that boy so much,
How could you do this to me…how?