Every time I stop and think
I feel my eyes are on the brink
Of letting loose, of being free
To express the feelings stirring me
I hold them back, they’re lingering
I’m not that strong, I feel the sting
The tender release of that first tear
They’ll never stop, that’s what I fear
I want to cry with no deter
I want to sleep and never stir…
Every time I stop and think
I feel to get a real strong drink
And down it to the point until
The room is spinning and it won’t stay still
I’m fine until the moment comes
When the drink wears off and my body succumbs
To reality and the truth that is
My life,
I want to always drain the cup
I never want to sober up…
Every time I stop and think,
My heart again begins to sink
I need your love, I need you near
I know that’s not what you want to hear
You’ve said your bit, you’ve made it known
So why do my feelings persist to grow
I can’t take this feeling, its so f**ing real
You’ve broken in and tore the seal
I want to never again let anyone near
I want my heart to disappear…
Every time I stop and think
My hope prolongs to ever shrink
That you will see the light of day
And see me in a different way
I’ve hurt you loads, I know that now
But I can’t turn back time, I don’t know how
I wish I did, for then I’d think twice
Bout the things that I did, that weren’t very nice
Those things that led you to reassess
And decide that moving on was for the best
I tried; I failed, though I know I agreed
So here I am and please take heed
I want only to be loved by you
But what I really want is to know what to do…
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