Its been 3 years since that day.
and i still remember the pain on your face.
your eyes rolling back, tears running down, and blood every where.
you told me you loved me before you died.but if you loved me why did you go and do this stupid shit.i hate you and love you at the same time. i just want to love you but my heart won't let me. because i can't believe you took your life without looking for help first.... our family will never be the same again.... mum is crying, dad is slowly dying. and i am falling apart. I'm left to pick up the pieces of our family. hearts on the floor. no one understands but they say they do but how can they their sister didn't commit suicide. I'm so sick of people giving me sympathy they should just leave me alone..
*UMM THIS ISN'T REALLY A POEM I JUST NEEDED TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT.. BUT IF U R SUICIDAL THINK OF UR FAMILY UR BROTHERS AND SISTERS ..... TAKE IT FROM SOME ONE WHO KNOWS IT REALLY REALLY HURTS TO LOSE A SISTER.....*
