HuRt InSiDe

HURT INSIDE

Right now I’m happy,
and carefree,
I’m alone,
Noone to bother me.

I’m feeling good,
Light as air,
I want to spread this,
I want to share.

But then comes tomorrow,
Just another day,
All these people they hurt me,
In every single way.

I try to ignore it,
And all that works,
For a little while,
But in me this lurks.

It tears me from the inside,
And eats away my pain,
Even though it’s going slow,
You have to see it gains.

Those hurtful whispers,
And the stabbing stares,
Nobody see’s how this hurts me,
Nobody cares.

Every night I’m alone,
Sad and broken,
I lay there wide awake,
On my tears I’m chokin’.

So my pillow is wet,
With drops of depression,
What’s good about crying,
Is my pain does lessen.

And the only reason that is not good,
Is I can’t cry forever,
I need to grow stronger,
I need to grow clever.

This heart is cold,
It is broken,
But I keep my faith out there,
I keep hopin’.

But I’m sick and tired of hoping,
Because it all goes to waste,
I lose my hope everyday,
I’m beginning to get a bad taste.

I lose hope,
I lose faith,
I lose me,
I gain hate.

Alone I sit,
Alone I cry,
Every piece of me,
Wants to die.