Finally Fade

Don’t turn away,
I need you to much,
Especially today,
Through this crimson touch,

The words I’ve spoken,
Slowly pass by,
As if nothing was said,
I sit and cry,

A band new star,
Is born in the wind,
Looking for love,
It will never find,

Collapsed on the ground,
My world is spinning,
Never felt this way before,
A new time is beginning,

One filled with tears,
Slit wrists and continuous highs,
More than enough medication,
But still wanting to die,

Blood being shed,
More scars made,
All on this day,
I finally fade.

Tom, I miss you xox.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on April 26th, 2005