My Goodbye

As if to mock me,
The sun shines so brightly,
And the birds sing,
Of what a wonderful thing

All the things I’m going to miss
The world, such a painful bliss
The sunrise and sunset
So beautiful, and your smile just makes me upset

I’m too depressed to go on
You’ll all forget me once I’m gone
Just a memory
Of what used to be

And for all this I’m so sorry
You’ll all live fine without me
This seems the only option left
The pain had too much time to manifest

To all my friends
I’ve one thing to say
My pain, it just wouldn’t end
I’ll never forget you, you’ve all been so great

The source of this act
If you could have only known
How I really felt for you
I tried so hard, but it was never shown
Then you left me here all alone

Now my time has come
Time to say goodbye
I’m sorry if I hurt anyone
It’s time to stop living this lie

©Ben.S 2005-04-26