Love hurts

The first person I ever loved,
Got no chance to break my heart,
But hurt me just by living,
in a different world so far apart.

But why is my heart traveling back,
To the one I’ll never hold,
Someone that’s already taken,
Too distant and too old.

And why do I wish to hold,
This person oh so much,
When they’re someone I’ll never have,
Someone I cannot touch.

And even though she’s not my type,
So much better than I shall be,
Why do I feel so special,
when she even looks at me?

I don’t even see her all that much,
but every now and then,
I see her and feel inspired,
I feel so beautiful again.

And I shall never hold this girl,
But I will wait forever and a day,
To kiss her and adore her,
Never let her fade away.

But even then I can’t have her,
She’s already got someone there,
So love hurts and that is it,
I have to accept that it’s unfair.

For DN, my angel xxx