Feelings

Here I am
Nobody gives a damn
All alone in my bed
How I wish it was coed
This is the end of my loneliness
Cause I need somebody else
So when will I meet her
Was it you Esther
That I should have loved
This ain't gonna be solved
All I really know
Is that I now say no
To despair
Nope it isn't fair
To be all alone
She just won't answer the phone
What is it
Can't I do it
I don't even know
How I could show
That this ain't bullshit
You just don't get it
I'm depressed
Cause I still haven't set
A relationship based on love
Looks like nobody wants of
My love.

This isn't over
Cause I still haven't found her
I met someone
Oh boy she was the one
Her name was Ann-Marie
But looks like she didn't care about me
She said she did
But I was pretty stupid
To believe her
Cause for her it didn't matter
She never wrote back
My world turned to black
I shed so many tears
But nobody hears
My call
Or maybe they just don't care at all
Is it my future to be single
It's really not simple.

All I want is a gal
But not to be pals
I want her to love me
Yeah that's what I wanna see
It's not gonna be easy
But maybe
God will finally be
Good to me.

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