Your fault but I'm sorry

My heart grew tight
My head began to hurt
I can't move any longer
I think I'm going berserk

Because of that day
I began to lose my mind
Because of that day
I hated you for life

You made me sad and miserable
Unable to be seen
not being thought of
just like I've never been

I'd sit in the house day by day
muttering to myself
I'd cry every night
just crying my heart out

People think I'm crazy
but i know I'm definitely not
I'm just a depressed lonely lady
with a hurt that never stops

I would wake up in the night
Sweating all over
dreaming of that day
you made life turn over

You jeered at my style
at my life and at me
you laughed at my hair
and my whole entire body

You said i wasn't look-able
not fit to be seen
you said i was breakable
oh, ever so easily

From that day forward
my whole life changed
I'd sit in the dark
letting myself rot away

On Wednesday 24th
the day of my birthday
i looked out my window
and said "this is the day"

Seeing that nobody knew me
And that i wasn't popular
My sad life lead me
from one place to another

The last place i ever stood
was at the edge of a bridge
where police screamed at me
"get back here don't get hurt!"

I whispered I'm sorry
it's all my friends fault
they left me here
and threw me in the dirt

I'm leaving here for good
so nobody would be sad
say sorry to my pops
I know that he'll be mad

Tell him I'll be OK
Just in another place
where I'll probably be happy
with mom and aunt Grace

I closed my eyes
and took a deep breath
i closed my eyes
and jumped into the depth

My body was soon found
floating down the river
My friends saw my body
and they froze all over

I looked at them from above
and whispered silently
i don't think they heard
but i whispered "I'm sorry"