* i wrote this poem about my best friend who died in May 2004, it was pretty much what i was feeling (plus LOADS more) when it all happened*
Shadows fill my broken heart
When did this awful feeling start?
Right now I feel I can’t go on
But I have to, I've got to be strong.
Why did you leave me, why did you go?
Did I do something wrong? Could this be so?
My heart aches with a longing for you
Its just so hard to know what to do.
Can’t anyone see me crying inside?
Why don’t you know of the pain that I hide?
My body is aching, my head is going to explode
Please! Someone take my heavy load.
Tears flow continuously, heavy like rain
I can’t think clearly – I’m in too much pain.
It feels so unfair that you had to die
It was so hard to say goodbye
I miss you so much, I wish you were here
This won’t be the last time I shed a tear.
