I Want

I'm so sick of pretending
I just want to scream
I want to tell someone
All my hopes and dreams
I want to tell my fears
And of my broken heart
I want to have friends again
And a chance to restart
I want to be pretty
And my scars to go away
I want to be happy
If only for one day
I want to fall asleep
Without crying
I want to go an hour
Without thinking about dying
I want to voice my opinion
And I want to be heard
I want him to come back
Yes, I know thats absurd
I want so many things
Things I know I'll never get
Thats why tonight
I've decided to quit