I don't want to sit at home
and cry all alone
holding myself tight
thinking of all the times
& all the good & the bad days & nights
I want to get up and move on
but it's too hard
I still write you,call you, buy you cards
but I never give you the letters,
or let the phone ring more than once
and mail you the cards
I love you & I know you don't feel the same way as I do
But I don't know how to deal
so I just try not to feel
Just come back and erase my pain before I go insane
