Deep Down

I know I'm not alone
then why am I so lonely
Why do I feel as if something
Is missing deep within me

Why is it that when I think of you
I get a grin of my face
But When my friends ask If I like you
I just say no

If I truly liked you
Would I lie
Would I say yes or no
Would I smile as much as I do

When I see you now
And talk to you in the halls
People whisper And stare
Because they know that you
Are not available

They think that we are secretly in love
they spread rumors
Like that I hit on you
And you like it

Or you hate your girlfriend
And would much rather love me

And some part of me
Deep down inside
Wishes that it were true

But the other part
Would never want to hurt your girlfriend
I would never want to cause you or her
The pain that you'd endure

I'm not worth it
I hope deep down
You know that you are happy
With the life you have now

And deep down
You don't truly need me
The way you think you need me
The way I need you