Night Full Of Thoughts

I'm laying here beside you
I quietly lift your arm
Move over as far as I can
I'm not letting you do me any harm

As I watch you sleep
So many emotions run through my head
I keep pinching myself
What am I doing in your bed?!?

I'm not being fair to myself
And you're not being fair to me
With you still dating her
A couple we just cant be

Coming over my body
Is such a weird feeling
I try not to look at you
I keep staring at the ceiling

When you leave her
And finally become mine
Will you cheat on me too
Or will everything be fine

I really want to be with you
Yet I can't lay with you now
I'm spending the night with a 'taken' guy
But I don't know how

You're still in a deep sleep
I creep out your bedroom door
I feel more stupid
Than I ever have before

On the walk home
I realize I gotta let my dream go
How can I try taking a girl's man
When she's in love with him so..