Lost in a memory

by nikki   Apr 26, 2005


Lost in a memory,
is where you’ll find me,
walking around trying to find you,
knowing somehow you’ll find me too,
you can no longer see the tears I cried,
nor the pain that has been dried,
I wonder to myself if this can be true,
then I look into your eyes and know all I need is you,
soon I come down to earth,
when all my sadness and pain is rebirthed,
deep inside are the feelings I never said,
the tears you never saw,
the thoughts you never read,
I’m catching tear drops in my hand,
tracing memories in the sand,
I know I was the one who said goodbye,
but when I said it, is was all just a lie,
here I lay not knowing who to be,
once where you promised that you would catch me,
I lay here broken apart,
and this time its just not my heart,
you were my life that I once lived,
looking back at the pain it felt like a sin,
you once supported me and told me I would be aright,
but now I’m too weak to try and fight,
people look into my eyes and tell me what they see,
and girl whose lost hope and is down on her knees,
lost in a memory,
is where you’ll find me,
trying to forget the truth all around me,
to a place where you promised to never let go,
where your love is always showed,
here is home to me,
there isn’t a better place I want to be,
looking up at the sky,
finally not wanting to cry,
I soon realize that this place I call home,
is just a illusion in my mind,
I’ve lost all desire to try,
all I seem to do is breakdown and cry,
occasionally I find my self emotionless,
acting a way I never wished,
I’m leaving my heart broken there,
for I cannot put it back for my own despair,
if my dreams could come true,
that I could have you,
but all I have is memories to hold onto,
and there is noting else I can do,
ill write our names in the sand,
in hopes that you’ll come across it, and grab for my hand,
but until then I’ll live in our memories,
because that’s the only place that can comfort me

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