Afraid...
of what they'd think
afraid...
would they laugh?
every time!
i try to live!
but i hold myself back...
CZ I'm afraid to be!
walking through a hall
with walls that laugh at you
acting like I'm blind
is what i try to do
but they scream...
i can see my shelter cracked
and i am weak...
i can see myself falling apart
DOWN!
so fast...
STRONG!
but crying inside...
i wake up everyday
trying to face my demons
trying to be myself
and i fight!
trust me that i do!
but sometimes i can't
sometimes I'm their fool
walking through a crowd
of people that looks the same
pointing to a door
but i take the other way
full of thorns...
now i am alone
they try to hurt
and sometimes it does
DEEP!
i feel everything
BLOCKED!
is how i feel...
i wake up everyday
trying to face my demons
trying to be myself
and i fight!
trust me that i do!
but sometimes i can't
sometimes I'm their fool
i won't give up
i will not let you win
tomorrow I'll wake up
and go directly to the field
to fight again...
the battle against myself
the battle against my demons
the battle with no end...
