Happy

I am trapped-but happy
Pleased without a doubt
This darkness must have triggered
My happiness throughout

Sometimes I may wonder
If ever there was a light
Someone who could save me
From falling to the night

If someone tried to keep me
From my true destiny
They obviously were defeated
And weren't friends to me

I would have tried to fight
If they trapped me here before
But now I live and love the fright
Of being almost alone

Didn't you ever lose track
Of what is and isn't happy?
You didn't ever have the knack
To smile in depression?

It matters not
How I feel
I have my knife
And these cuts are real