I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
The love I tried so hard to push, for me you wouldn’t choose
Pressing my hands to hold down the pent up tears
Of masking my jealousy of children whom are shown no fears
It all surrenders and I feel much too deep
Your love that wraps me in beauty for that I might keep
Delusions of a world where I knew I could never be safe and warm
That now diminishes into your heart, which keeps me from harm
The past I will cling to, but I'll never be lost in it like before
For now I have you and the shame is gone, shame I wore
