I’m in constant conflict with weather I am here or not
The reality stays away to further address my sadness
I try to show what I am because they forgot
I slip through their mind like sand out of a metal mess
But today I feel weary and lost in this quick writing
I woke up alive but now I am not for sure if I am numb
Because this led can seem so invasive but inviting
So for today my hearts is cold and until tomorrow, dumb
