I Am

I am the girl that tries to hide.
The depression I feel inside.
I am the girl that sings songs.
That make me slit my wrist.
Now isn't that much fun.
Staring down the loaded gun.
I am that girl sitting over there.
The one thats quite with no despair.
I am the girl that is with you.
Telling you lies so you,
Don't have a clue.
I am your sister making,
A good impression.
I am the girl hidding my depression.
I am a girl that drives.
The deadly knife across my arm.
And now it leaves helpless scares.
I am the girl that thinks of suicide.
Thank you Jessica.
Chelsea, Maddy, And many more.
You kept me here.
But now I have to leave.
This world doesn't need me.
All I do I mess things up.
With no hope of giving in.
End my life with an evil grin.
I love you all.
And forever will.
I know I can`t stay long.
I know this may be wrong.
But what is my point.
In living a life.
With no hope of turning around.
Do you Jessica,
Chelsea or Maddy.
Think i will ever be found?