After last nights realization
I cry deep down inside
For that you snapped my heart in two
and I understand now that you didn't even try
I wish you would come to understand
the damage you have caused
There could never be anything between us
since you've put my love on permanent pause
Believing that we had something
something that could of been remotely great
Makes me hate you even more
because I'm the one in the end with all the heartache
I should of listened to momma
when she said true love can hurt in ways not yet explained
For she must have met someone like you
who put her through the same
I promised you everything
or at least all that my heart could give
Just to make your life happy and content
and not have the love life I live
I never imagined pain like this
lied, promised, and deceived to the extreme
I cried so much in the past week
If feels as if my heart is starting to bleed
I even wrote a poem for you
too many for me to count
Thinking bad things wouldn't happen with us
but now there is no such doubt
The talks we had all those nights
I was up so late until three
Had me convinced of happiness was on the way
though once again it was only but another hopeful dream
I thought we had something amazing
something not even worth words
For I was a fool to think
that for a brief second, I was your world...
~*This poem is dedicated to this guy named Marcus...hes already read it and was deeply sorry for what he did...but I don't care...anyways this is my first poem I've ever submitted to here so I would appreciate it if you would rate it and leave comments...that way I would know what to work on next time...Thank you for your time...I hope you enjoyed it!!!....*~
