Last night I cried
harder than I ever had before
My poor judgment and stupidity
lead me to heartache's door
Thinking that you were different
pointed me in the wrong direction
Now I'm left brokenhearted
with no type of protection
I thought things were looking up
for you and I's relationship
But once again I failed to see
everything negative about it
How could I have been so stupid
and let all my guards down
Never felt so unhappy
instead of loyalty, deceiving is what I found
Nothing is what it seems
that's sadly what I learned
For smiles and laughter only lasts so long
because pain also has it's own turn
Guilty of ignorance is where I stand
because I believed all your deceiving lies
Next time I'll know better
And realize what's right in front of my eyes...