Ive got a little secret,
Its kept inside my head,
And every night I pray and pray,
Before I go to bed.
I pray that it wont haunt me,
Every moment I'm awake,
I pray ill be forgiven,
For this huge mistake.
I pray so hard from deep within,
And I pray with all my might,
I pray for dreams of love and smiles,
Please no more tears at night.
Ive got a little secret,
Which is growing every day,
Its something that I just cant tell you,
He wont let me say.
I wonder if it’ll stop,
One day just disappear,
I wonder if I close my eyes,
Will it still be here?
Maybe if I block my ears,
I wont hear the screams,
Maybe if I go to sleep,
Ill be swallowed up by dreams.
I wonder if I hold my breath,
It’ll think im dead,
Then maybe it’ll fade away,
As I lay peaceful in my bed.
Maybe if I cry and cry,
Ill drown out all the pain,
Maybe then it’ll realize,
Theres nothing more for it to gain.
I hope my secret fades away,
As its killed a part of me,
I'm slowly being tortured,
Wont ever be set free.
Ive got a little secret,
It just keeps thumping away,
Its something that ill take to the grave,
Because he wont let me say.
