My Visions

I live in a fantasy world
I don’t see things the way they are
I make up things, want them to be true
There not near the truth but really far

I hate these visions in my mind
I can’t help it my mind needs them there
They don’t help they only hurt
All they do is take away the fear

The visions only show the best
I see happiness, joy and never regret
But that’s a load of bl00dy s***
What I see is never what I get

These visions they bring me hope
But all that hope it vanishes away
When the vision is completely shattered.
But it will all return another day

These visions don’t leave, no matter what I do
They break my heart every time they aren’t right
They make life hard they cause me pain
And every day’s a sleepless night

Stupid visions why don’t you leave
They show me love and friendship
But there never right there always false
And just bring hate and hardship

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