You lied to me

So close to honesty
I am sure, I am
I never believed you more
But I still know
How it was
When I first discovered
That you lied to me

A feeling I couldn’t hide
Though you know
That it is the worst thing
You could have done to me

So close to discover
Your real you
Now serious
But what may be
In some days
In weeks
When my faith will be recovered
Nearly completely
Will you start lying again ?

A feeling so painful
Deep inside
Which broke the picture of you
In so many little snippets
That all my faith
Was vanished away
In some damn moments

But now I am close to honesty
Again, I hope
Because I still see a little chance
That it could be like it was before
But how shall I trust in what you say
When there is still the memory
Of you hurting me
So deep inside
When I first discovered
That you lied to me