What do ya do

I wish I could tell you
How much I love you
How much this love is true

Life's falling apart over here
There's so much going on
SO much that is making fear
Fear that grows on and on

Life is tearing apart
Not only my life with you
But my life at home
My life at school
It's falling apart this is true

I needed you so bad that night
I know you had plans
But I needed the love that was in sight
You try to hide it
I'm not quite sure why

You tell me you feel like you made a mistake
Tell me you should have listened to you friends
Tell me that you don't really want her
That you should be with me

Then you go, still by her side
And when I need you most
You run and say you have no time

You don't understand
I want you as my friend
I don't need you as my love
I need you as my friend

The same guy I have leaned on
For over two years
I know it'll be hard for you to see me
We came so close to kissing last time
And I know that you'd have to hide alot of feelings
But I still need you as my friend
The guy who would never let me cry into the night
I still need you to put that smile on my face
SO please don't be mad at me
For needing your friendship

~I'm sorry but I really needed someone that night I came so close to breaking a promise to you baby, I tried not to break down with you on the phone, I really tried I was crying about everything that day, not you but everything else... I'm sorry hunny I really am, But I needed you to talk to.... I love you and I just need you as my friend~sorry....