For Real This Time

So this is it.
you cant bring yourself
to apologize
for hurting me
again.

somehow it turns out
to be my fault.
i always did something
to make you lash out
and injure me
its my fault
.........?

bull.
you know
and i know
that we know
its not true.
i know
your being arrogant

i know
your trying to detatch yourself
from me

to save yourself the pain
to save yourself the guilt
that you bring on
when you hurt me.

just apologize.
i might forgive you.
but the days grow shorter.
and with every day,
i get a little stronger..

and one day i might get strong enough
to realize
that i don't need you
after all.