In Time

As I look in the sky
Brighter stars sparkle at night
The rain stopped falling
And the rainbow is now visible
To bring out a smile

There is a glow in my face
Which I haven’t seen for quite some time
A new feeling of happiness
A new hope
A new beginning

How can something begin?
If there’s something holding me back
I’m scared that my dark past would haunt me
Just the thought of going through the pain once again
I just want to be alone

I once took the risk
Sacrificed everything
Gave him my world
Only to shed tears and blood after
I had enough

I offer my love
And he will say his farewell shit
After taking everything
It’s been a cycle for years
Why would I trust him now?

I admit, almost perfect
That’s what he is
That makes me more afraid to give it a shot
For the more perfect the person is
The more pain he can cause you

If I was really born for him
I know God will make a way
For us to fall for each other
We’ll just have to wait
For the right time…