Suicide Note

I've been a cutter for 3 months,
I started out with a knife
Then I switched to a blade.

I tryed to act like I was happy,
But pretending to be happy everyday was hard.
My smile slowly turned into a frown
Because I was tired of pretending.

I hated it when you all made fun of me
When you talked about me & then you would laugh & look at me,
I forced a smile on my face.

I wanted to tell you that I was depressed ,
But I knew you wouldn't understand.
I'm sorry.

I decided to take my life,
I couldn't take it anymore.
I'm sorry it had to be this way,
But it was to hard for me.
I'm sorry.