Night mare

Its all a nightmare
i whisper to my self
i wont be scared
i tell my self
i clench my hands and bite my lip
because i know my worlds going to flip. You never really cared and i remember all the times you were never there
All the times i cried and needed you
you weren't there instead you lied
you said you were busy
and you couldn't make it to where i am so i took the blade that lay beside me
and slid it across my wrist
i just wanted one last kiss
but now I'm going and not coming back
that blood drips down my arm
and i realize i did no harm
a Peirce of a burning flame comes up in me
and all the shame rushes through me
and all the names you called me bring tears to my eyes
and all i remember is all those lies
so with a gasping last breath
i leave you a little less
and i leave a big mess
goodbye i whisper
my eyes close
and i know you said
yes, there she goes...