If it were me who you are asking, I would...no DO think you are an amazing writer who deserves happiness more than most!! I wish you wouldn't think so poorly of yourself. And, btw, if you were not sitting at your computer writing poems I would have no one on my favorites list. :D So keep writing please!!!
*jacki*

Numb on the outside
Killing me inside

That's my favorite, it's so good. Sometimes, I too think of what others would think about me if they knew half the stuff I do. You really expressed this wondering well...keep it up