Secret Love

Is she watching now
kiss me quick
before she sees you and I
I want to hold you so bad
it makes me sick
I honestly want to die
my secret love
your all I want
why do I have to lie
cant I just say its over now
and Ive found another
my love thats as easy
as trying to kill your own mother
I do not want to hurt her
I'm afraid she may just die
it would hurt to know I don't love her
but it would hurt worse to know my love was all a lie
I mean its not that I don't love her
because I swear I really do
I think its just that
my love has been beaten bettered and bruised
she hurts me so much
that I cant take the hurt anymore
and you seem to be the only thing
that I can possibly love anymore
quick while shes not looking
hold me, kiss me tight
promise you'll still be here
by the end of the night