Forever loving You

by Lithium   Apr 28, 2005


So many words,
Are being said,
Actions being taken,
Wishing I was dead,

Someone please tell me the truth,
What was really meant to be,
Not just some guys,
Telling me b*lls**t lies,

I’ve been slicing up my wrists,
OD-ing on my medication,
Not getting any sleep,
All because of this fascination,

I zone out constantly,
Only coming back by life’s touch,
My depression and love,
Seems like its getting to much,

Don’t you understand?
The fire burning inside,
Is slowly turning to ash,
You’re what I had to find,

Right now you’re my reason,
My reason to live,
But I know I’ll break soon,
Nothing left to give,

Why can’t you just talk to me,
Sit me down and explain,
Why you and your friends,
Are putting me through so much pain,

You broke my heart,
I just want you to be true,
Tell me why and I’ll forgive and forget,
After all I’m forever loving you.

Dedicated to Tom, I love you xox.

©Samantha Jayne Reed
Wrote on April 27th, 2005

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  • 19 years ago

    by Amit

    Well Done, Very Nicely Written.

    5/5, Take Care, Always Believe in Love,

    Nidhi's Love, Amit.

  • 19 years ago

    by SammiBABY

    ok ok ok. firstly sorry for my hate poe ms about what happened with us...i had to get it out of my system somehow so them poems and uh "not cutting myself" has gotten me through. at the moment i'm not quite ready to be close friends with you again. i'm in pain at the moment and it needs to heal. so if your still willing to be my friend, just give me some time and i'll be at that stage soon.
    secondly, please don't hurt yourself, you don't deserve it, i'm sure tom cares for you and all..maybe he's not ready. and don't worry about being alone, it's not a bad thing, you have friends that care you don't need to be with someone. life will get better..just wait and it will, ok?
    love sammi

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