I wanted...

I wanted to run,
But I couldn't hide,
I was too tired,
To escape the gun,

I wanted to say sorry,
For what I did,
Knowing it was wrong,
I wish you could hear,
As I listen to this song,

I wanted to be there,
Even though I couldn't,
Knowing you were gone,
The pain too much to bear,

I wanted to die,
Get away from it all,
I couldn't do it,
So instead I cry,

I wanted to scream,
Let it all out,
Escape this nightmare,
That is no longer a dream,

I wanted to be strong,
Take the punches,
But I just couldn't hold,
For long,

I don't want anymore,
I've had enough,
I just don't want anymore.