I hate that I love you
And it's tearing me apart
That you don't even know
or care to ask why
You were my first
and though we've been apart for years
It's still impossible for me to stop the tears.
What did I do wrong anyway?
I thought you were happy
But I guess I was mistaken
You just got up and left
and the reason you're not telling
I'm writing this not for you
but to convince myself
that it wasn't true
I'm gonna stop putting off others
On the premise that you are all i need
I'm gonna move on with my life
And if that dosen't work, i'll just sleep.
