If only...

If I had a knife right now
I’d be dead
I’d release this pain
My blood would shed

If my heart wasnt hurting
Because of what you’ve done
I’d be out having fun

If my head wasn’t bruised
My soul not torn
I wouldn’t be thinking
Of you with such scorn

If I knew you were in my life for sure
I know I’d feel more

If I knew exactly how you felt
Would my heart still be able to melt?