I wanna know why
why i am what i am
i wanna know why
why i want this life to end
i wanna know why
why i can't let this knife go
i wanna know why
why i am addicted to this pain
why does this life haunt me
why does this life taunt me
why am i a nothing
when so badly i wanna be a something
is there anything this life can bring
other than lost hopes
and dreams of fears
broken hearts and crimson tears?
blood dripping down my wrists
let me be who i wanna be
and this is a person i don't wanna see
when i stare into my reflection
is there another direction?
or does this life have naught but dead ends?