Just alittle thought

Just a little thought,
that flashes through my mind.
it comes every so often,
it comes from time to time.

it comes in bloody memories,
That tear me apart.
it comes in drops like rain,
that fall right on my heart.

It comes like a blade,
That slices at my wrist.
It comes like a story,
That has a little twist.

It kind of goes in circles,
Like my mind that reels.
Over and over and over again,
This horrible pain I feel.

This thought is of suicide,
Though no one really knows.
I think its something ill always feel,
Something that always shows.

I cant stop thinking,
Its driving me crazy,
I think I'm nuts,
I think Ive gone hazy.

I think ill sleep in my tub now,
And drown in my sorrow,
No offense but hopefully…
I wont see you tomorrow.