Don't pretend that you care

Why do I cut you ask
Why do I cause myself pain

Well you see
It is not I who cause myself pain
It is all of you
All of you and your friends
All the people who have hurt me inside

So when I cut
Don't pretend that you care
And Don't pretend that you care
When I cry myself to sleep
Which I have done often

Don't pretend to care
When suicidal thoughts run through my head
Every single day i live

I just want it to end
I want the pain of life to stop
I want the world to stop
I wish that everything would just stop

Give me a day to regain my strength
Because from where I'm standing
Life isn't worth living

I have no purpose here
No one cares for me here
No one is my friend here
No one Loves me here

Is it so hard to ask
For just one person
One God damn person who cares for me

One person who'd give a shit
Someone who helps me through
Someone to love me

Well until that day...
Or until the day I die
I will continue to make scars
I will continue to bleed
I will continue to slit my wrists

So when it comes to the day
That I don't show for school...

You will know it was your fault
And on that day
Don't pretend like it's not
And don't pretend that you care