Crimson Clover (Yet another bad one...)

I've seen the best, I've seen the worst,
I've had it all, but now I'm cursed,
trying to leave this place behind,
but to it I am confined,
there is no escape from this hell,
it's like I'm stuck here in a cell,
breaking down I start to die,
losing my mind I begin cry,
someone save me, but it's too late,
no one saved me, I guess this was my fate,
lost inside I can't get away,
lost inside this place today,
losing this battle, I can't run,
losing this battle, I stare down the gun,
take me somewhere higher, somewhere away from here,
take me somewhere lower, some new place for me to fear,
I know that it's over, I know that I'm done,
I know that it's over, I think I hear "Hot Cross Bun",
if this is true, then I know it's over,
like the sweetest of crimson clover...