Sometimes I wish
God had given me a special gift
That somewhere in my life
Something had gone right
I wish I weren’t such a mess
I feel like I cant hurt anymore
But I cant hurt any less
You take one guess
And pin it on me
You know I’m hurting inside
So please
Give me a guide
Tell me where to go from here
Hug me and stay near
Right now I just want everything to go back to normal
Everything to be happy again
I close my eyes and count to ten
But when I open
Nothings different
So maybe if I just keep wishing and hoping
And keep coping
Maybe this will all change
