Father

Serenity,
lost to reality,
brutality,
in life it reigns,
pouring down on me feeding its pain,

have i forgotten how to cry,
do i remember why,
red i see across my skies,
rage filling my hollow eyes,

running, reaching, stumbling,
i begin falling,
seeking, searching, losing,
hope left me no longer trying,

all i do, all i did for you,
failing, faulted, disappointment, no clue,
of my seed it cannot be true,
only things i hear from you!!!